Chapter homeland attachment (a)

 Tan East Notes
time sequence
annihilation by the world's largest, each moment is eternal existence. No one can step into the same life in a river, lost time is never, is not fs calendar are remembered. four years ago and four years later, at the same time and space, the same is the river, the difference is the flow of water. Four years ago, you in from the cold river to rescue a person's life, four years after , you have stepped into a piece of ice-cold river to save another person's life. This time, the time did not let you, your blood are weak, fs gradually immersed in the world of ice water to your heart vessel, until the last trace of your heating away.
wind and rain on earth, I picked up a manuscript left behind, your manuscript! still tiny compared with the dust of life, the only perfect wisdom to perceive, break time bound to overcome the cycle of life and death, run over the season wound, arrived in my hands.
I hurry to walk in a steady stream of people, holding your manuscript, at a loss to hear his own footsteps knocking .
Another time, it suddenly hit me.
happy, make time fly passes by, only the pain, make frozen in time, grabbed our walking pace hurry.
Yes, we are born travelers , in addition to love, we have no all, only the foot of the road.
shadow fell dead Xingke rush your manuscript, the journey of joy and compassion upon your manuscript, you threw every moment of life burden, struggling to hurry, you tell me, this is life! I forgot the pain, follow your footsteps, I perceived exactly, eager to love you the way your feet. You go very hard, very silent, but also very strong.
blend when looking at your feet, you have the joy of telling me You want more people to go out a promising path.
I sat in the road and from passers-by to attend the sobs and cheers, I started your manuscript in the sun, look at it in thought, love a, Thanksgiving was: Editor's two nine-January 11 OO
homeland attachment
Section Chapter I keep my piece of raw land for many years
not go back to my old home town of Whitehorse mm Huang Suining barrel housing area Bo Village.
everyone has their own home, and I did, the feeling of home is very special, for I was born and grew even more so of the home.
before returning to the hometown
I also did not change jobs when the military every year back home again. to the local, the flash a few years later, but has no time to go back. This time, because the seven-year-old mother's birthday, my wife and I returned with a home. For me, reasonably should Huijia see, from my own home to the Dayi County, Chengdu, Suining City, also less than two hundred kilometers, will drive about three hours, then, is not a matter of time good adjustment, coupled with our unit's emotional problems if the leave of absence, so the opportunity to return home is not much. in the home, parents are still alive, and my brothers and sisters, given the chance or want to go back.
Time flies so fast. really do not know not to return, a return to startle, there are many mixed feelings!
remember the last time to go home, but also the most long-lived in the old one, the time in 1999. That year, I just transferred to civilian work force, together with our family back home, to play well at home for a few days, I feel very good, all are better. Later, because mother was ill, my wife and I both went back twice, but all come and gone. two are only in the lives of the night, they are the home late at night, leave early the next day, not too much change in home care. This time around, leave home, come and go a total of four days in the lives of the three days. Alas! all gives the impression that the passage of time, it is filled with emotion.
1982 年 10 months, I am a soldier left home to make a living, and now twenty years later, his hometown So much has changed. I was born there, but also grew up there, past all is so beautiful, all the past hard for me to forget. How many times have dreams of home, how many times doing the same dream, and childhood friend with the game. where their remaining I keep my parents and my brothers and sisters, and I became more like my home better, beating me live a happy family.
times are ahead, society is progressing, everything should be like this, but a lot of things are not the people's will, the reality is this. This makes me feel happy to go home Yes, I thought the concept of home folks updated, to keep up with the times, from our little world that came out. In the past I have seen old faces, older than me, or is the same age, now one by one are obviously old, and even some have fs passed away, and both are many other new faces are born until after I left home, many are unable to call on the name.
1/2s after the superseding the people under the age of the migrant workers. Our production team the past two hundred people is a great team, now live at home and only a hundred people, many people are his family moved to the field. In the past we live the big yard, there are several dozen families nearly a hundred people, and now no one left but some of the houses, a lot of people have been out for years. Some people in Guangzhou, Shanghai and other places to work, to go go after the band, one by one out, so many people back home who went out of the valley, many people outside their home and never come back. For us there are generations of people to rely on farming for a living that this is a big step forward, it is also recognized that this is the only way for the development, as long as the concept changed everything easy to handle.
in the home, and I love ideas, we have several relatives think of the last day of their home is not very good too, use this opportunity to return to their outside work to find a place, especially one of my cousin, who is special honest, culture is not high, never out of a remote door , only do farm work at home, many years of their life is not much change, we really want him to find a job, make some money on the outside, also good to change the face of the house, I did not realize my cousin has been working for several years in Chengdu, home of all far better than in the past, which we did not think it is. Yes ah, everything is changing, there can be considered in our case, all will have a hope, no longer is not that dependent on the weather the past, to live a living farming. The outside world is wonderful, the outside world is also a place where people aspire to, the home of people finally understand this, the spring breeze of reform and opening up have brought us there change. Payouyitian which all people can leave there and go outside to develop, to go outside to fight, this is a big and good.
not been back several years, many seniors who are leaving one by one the world, Some people do not know how to cherish, and only witnessed the know.
muddy village road
piece is the most annoying way home.
in the past because many people, I remember way than it is now good to go, have a word called few people but there is no way now.
decades, the road is not much change in the opposite way is the poor further and further, can not lead to the car, because it is not a concrete road, not asphalt, so long as the world rain, muddy roads, what cars do not go to open. path is overgrown with weeds, and no one right path to finishing, and even walking is difficult. This time, we finally borrowed from a friend a car, and ultimately does not open home, a few kilometers of road is dirt, rough roads, under the rain, the road full of mud, a car is not much use, if it is sunny the car to the first open door, then the car under the rain in order to open back is even more difficult.
years ago, I went home to meet his mother there to treat us, the car driving to the , and had to stop walking, day and dark at night, all invisible, but to ask my uncle to help caboose, my wife and I, Jiuzai, nephew of four walk together, through the three pairs of boots, by the lighting of the torch, I have only three more to his nephew with a towel behind the back, one foot deep into my shallow one foot to go home, how many times was almost thrown to the ground in some places the mud so deep that we have to wear rain boots in coming down the mud, walk less than three kilometers of road for nearly two hours, until our house, the three all muddy.
do not know the people living in the home throughout the year to plant crops used in fertilizers and agricultural How village-owned operation, and there produced food, I do not know how much effort should be shipped out fee. my brother to sell bean sprouts, shipped out every day, a couple of hundred pounds, if not met go to open motorcycle rain , by the people back shoulder Daocun Kou, every day year after year, carry back the number of pounds, it is calculated is also weaker.'ve heard people back home is difficult to change the things that walk, but also a number of efforts to force, the Os widening the trail first, and also repair a bit, and later heard that almost became a concrete road repair, home of some ability or who have money, respectable people who want some ways, the state has allocated money, but I do not know what O s result, the road did not end Xiu.
some local villages to see is a concrete road, we do not know where to wait until when? walking difficult, difficult to walk, how I wish the way home repaired as soon as possible. The back home, and several of our classmates to drink when I'm on my students that when the village party secretary said, we drank a few meters of cement road. I jokingly said to my secretary of the road when the students, left-meter to repair my own. road difficult, the path is not good to go. Many small road covered with deep grass, people walking up is very difficult. This time we go home to go to the graves of our family look, where also find the way ah. In the past a good way to go, because very few people go, and now is no longer a road, full of weeds, some are very difficult to handle, simply make life difficult in some places, and if so then a few years, I do not know how to go after the people? some passers-by to go, can walk only hope for future development, to achieve?
those empty house
hurt me the most is breaking uninhabited village houses everywhere.
I do not know why, and much of these buildings, many of which are no idle live in houses, these are migrant workers outside their home after the people left behind do not come back, our family used to live in old houses around the house is full of such.
our family first lived in O s is a big yard, so neighbors have the same surname, many generations ago are the same ancestors, like a tree branch, like a lot of family gradually split into dozens of families who live in one place, dozens of children fs often play together, when the spectacle is conceivable. in the past to repair housing, even a few walls, rooms, fathers do not know, how much of effort, sometimes in order to fight a little house base, but also a lot of noise The planes, some people can not do much a lifetime thing, but also working hard on the repair several houses, are also considered to have made remarkable contributions to future generations. If the son of the family to be brides, and not a few houses is not possible. my parents are repaired in the past three houses, that is where the parents share from my grandfather's old house, fs over a decade of efforts to have the results. separation of brother and brother all the time person a, but also left room for me. Of course, the two sisters are not married, this is the rule laid down their ancestors. My house is O s first intention when we are free then come back to the old who lives in, This is a family business, everyone has an older brother and his brother, and later revised because the new house, to which demolished their own rooms. This is just great, to which the rest of my room, and alone there. Previously, it was suggested to me for the house, because a variety of O s because I did not agree, thinking always keep a little use, was not much room was also useful, which is used in some rural areas installed firewood only, not to live for many years, and no one management. this home, I went to see a little, so the neighbors have been without a trace, I heard that all to the city to live the rest of the house has long been worn unbearable, do not know the day in the rain will fall. In the past when we were playing in the yard, and now some unknown long weeds, housing has not lived for a long time people have become home mice and other animals. These O s This is the old house, probably had nothing to pity. But now, many just repaired the buildings, some of them become so.
my two cousins, because for many years and earned some money working out a few years ago Both brothers repair the building, fairly good at the local level. the past two years, the two cousins moved his family to work in Xinjiang, even only a teenager nephew graduated from junior high school did not have to go, the family house Only two elderly people left behind. estimated that a few years, the two cousins may also settle in Xinjiang, and that repair of a hundred thousand dollars to spend and no one lived in the house to sell is no one to buy, that is, please people live, the way care about are not. In my way home so the house can be seen everywhere, left vacant, there are only general iron door, telling people lived in the past here. This I do not know Joy and sorrow .
that the several acres of land
population outflow, most people do not return home due to O s. Now a lot of cultivated land to no one, no one to manage, such as into a piece of land is a wasteland, some good farmland to the past, no one in charge of. Land is the lifeblood of farmers, looking at the way it really hurts. is to plant some trees into, is better than nothing good. hillside Land is not race, because slopes are too high or it will not rain, there is no way there is no crop planted, but not the foot of planted fields.
in the sixties and seventies of last century, even a small piece of land, planted a vegetable as long as people do not know how many times we want. Then our team of people, compared with other teams, our per capita land is relatively less. land is everything to us, there is soil a life of hope, as long as diligent, to do every day, there is food to eat on the money available. I remember our house seven people, one less than an acre of land, only seven fields, no household responsibility system, we a family ration is not enough to eat. In a large group, when all the land owned by collectives, only a fraction of private plots for each family, sub-grain is there from the collective, the number of days that have not under the Dayton Dayton, seven mouths to eat, We have five children and to the body a long time, a more than one can eat, team points rations is limited, for us it is not enough. to have the land to plant some vegetables or something, and fill us belly of great help for us the land is very important.
I remember it was 2080 or so, we implemented a household responsibility system, where. Since then, we have our own land, with parents hard work, we have a guarantee on the talent in the meal. I remember, our family tree across the slope of a hill called the Tan, in our family has a small piece of land above chaos stone beaches, a few square meters of the way, where only weeds , all kind of stones and stone called the horse is so that we do not want to waste it, it must be opened up, because it is with our own, and my father and I use six or seven times, the larger picked up the stone, build around, and then the rest together, A s on some mud, to finally leave more.
of their home land, Which are the treasure, but also at any time the ground not want to see a weed. At that time, people are more than the crops are looking good kind of E s home, and learn from each other to take fs, farming has become the only way for people to live, all hope is In there, spending all expenses are also there. home of the people, families are responsible for their own fields and to manage very well, spring, summer autumn and winter, full of hardworking people figure, especially in the busy time full of busy scene, and people are friendly, as long as Which farming difficulties, calls out no less than the same time, we also set up to help each other object, several kinds of people together and income, so power is great. at the edge in corner everywhere planted with crops, as long as the total space that used to have it up when every slack debris around their houses but also the challenges to the slope of sludge the earth, base fertilizer for farming, intensive cultivation of land, trying to increase production.
I remember it used to plug seed rice, plowing fields to fs over several times, formation time and again, field management is in place, to the harvest season, is full of mature crops, especially in autumn when the field turned gold, as long as the beginning of rice harvest when it really make people excited. in the busy time, is also home to each other with full show affection when your home fs matter how bad economic conditions, in this time around should make the fellow to help share the work results of the harvest, the total should normally reluctant to eat out, at planting time, home home should be the home of the look back now, everywhere is deserted farmland and land, on the one hand there is not much crop farming, the farmers did not arouse the enthusiasm, work worthwhile than farming, people do not want to farm the land, on the other hand large-scale development, large-scale construction, the illegal acquisition of land construction chaos, the city's expansion, we have lost much land, and some people count how much the city has expanded, the number of urban population has increased, our GDP and increase in the number, yet not to our survival and reduces the number of the land. long this continues, our children and grandchildren in the future to eat the land is not guaranteed.
the past, home of the paddy fields is my most memorable , as long as when the water has fish, loach, eel, shrimp and so on. flat field rice planting in the spring, when mature in autumn rice harvest, when to, as long as much water the fields, you can catch fish. Spring planting , the field should turn on the water, we can catch fish, seedling planted shortly after the field eel became the object of our catch. summer when the water rose, we use specially made bamboo basket at the edge where the water flows out of the access live, had not long to go there not a small harvest, bamboo cages where the fish are unavoidable. autumn when the fight millet, in order to facilitate the harvest, and the water should drain the fields, we will be there catch fish. winter when the fields are good deep water, the fish spend the winter in the field, they do not stand the cold, winter fishing in paddy fields it is a great pleasure.
in the land also Under the package, when households do not have a year in the paddy fields outside our house, twenty or thirty people in the paddy fields to catch fish, I also added in which lucky for me this time, we all found a big fish, almost all caught several times, I stood on the ridge to observe the movement of fish to see it go? one meter far from my place, I found the fish in the fish back two inches long exposed water, I'm very glad, and all of a sudden jump to the fields, press the fish into the mud, and then grabbed the cheeks of fish, lift it to a wonderful reflection of home, the fish are re-jin, is I caught the last alone the largest one.
This is the thing of the past, and now never see such a scenario was. home of the fields no longer fish, shrimp, this is the off E s ? human-induced environmental pollution, and lack of respect for the laws of nature, not the previously never again, sin ah! But now that a lot of land not planted, regardless of the field is, and day by day in the degradation, having a good the fields are weed grows, what a pity! because of the O s the one hand, people's living standard improves, people are no longer home to a living farming the land is no longer only rely on the survival, This may be a good thing. On the other hand it can be said of the irresponsible people of the land, however, the per capita share of land in our country is the world's least for a long time down, how many years I do not know our children Are there any arable land? then rely on people's dinner? I saw was the tip of the iceberg, rational use and manage land is responsible for future generations.