Sunday, October 17, 2010

- Ma Li poetry

 Lips spill the wine is the tears you shed quit

alive by breathing, stopped breathing means death. In other words; breathing is equal to life, breathing people to survive. In a sense, a poet writing poetry is like a breath, a slow deep, parallel with the.

established poet, this group of horses, percent.

lack of a friend  opponent  and, consequent  result of this lost world,  ... ... This is the people thinking. This four-line by the Between the lines, from the metaphor of the heart to heart, different life different world.

this world beautiful and how much regret? In this poem, the poet reveals the painful and helpless feeling, take the reader into a kind of painful Helpless, infection with the readers.

a hermit himself  ... ... This is the Poet with Poet The Imagine the use of the techniques the poet, to the

lips overflow liquor  is the tears you shed quit  ... ... This is the , reveals a layer of a touch of sadness. Here the This cup of This

poet Ma Li's The poem is a ... ...

- written on the evening of 4 October 2010

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poet credited with Ma Li and seriously ill people to worry. To be honest, I do not know Ma Li, a friend introduced to him I learned that recent developments. Poets generally have the same place, good, hard, poverty, however, the absolute very rich mental and spiritual nobility. Poet, is a special group of concern, need to focus on and support community, it seems that most of the poet into a difficult situation, in this same time, the poems into the same predicament. Let us care for life at the same time, to care for the poet! Hope that through the power of community to help the poet, the poet is willing to establish a speedy recovery Ma! (Blue)


change and Daelim, is I have more contacts in Xi'an poet. For me to do things in one day is too depressing, he said, and went away.

we sometimes drink together, but rarely about poetry, and poetry that have anything to talk about things.

long time ago, he said, getting married, and later was scheduled for September. May before marriage, he found that uremia. Uremia using medical language to explain, you can write several monographs, explanation is that with one word: death.

Dalin for engaging in activities that they want to raise money,UGG shoes, but I think this not raise some money. 5 years ago, Xu Bing anonymously with a I do not want to call upon the name of the poem-for-rescue, because the social in nature and poetry, nothing.

for the poem I have read, reticent, sensitive, black humor; abortion, migrant workers, beggars, dogs, sex life ... ... like a warm semen trace the cold this time, as people complained is crying himself.

how to change the name I do not know, I'm reminded Zheng Jun: Is this looks like a The poet is always poor, poverty is deep in this era shame, and now is a disaster and death.

any reason to call the next day I went to the hospital for his depression, but not despair. We talked for a while, he seemed relaxed. He asked about the Sufi Shu, suddenly laugh at yourself, said: In the past we drink, clink always laugh when you said for this. Now it has become a Life is like a mountain of non-Shu by the mouth of Henry David Thoreau said,

people should live. Sick of change in order to have a kidney transplant alive. What a kidney transplant? Money. Where is the money? What the poor people money ... ... I pray he can pull a, but this man has nothing to do the best and poetry.

(exchange, formerly known as Ma Li, 1981 Health, Shaanxi Danfeng people. part of the poem, see admitted to hospital suffering from chronic renal failure.)

Women magazine work, met with the company's magazine editor in chief of another party central. Follow the party Central Committee, I met three guys: the Huns who claimed Zhang Dalin, get a bonsai Lao Meng and Ma Li.

It was a hot afternoon, I walk in the central square a Xiuqi southern suburb of Xi'an and dirt flying dirt road, this dirt road leading to the alley of the village called watts. W alley should be remembered that: not only because it is about to be demolished, but also because here, after eighty men and women who have left countless dreams and semen. Among these, to include our these people.

then on this road, we encountered the same horse to find Zhang Dalin Li. First meeting, Ma Li's image is this: a whole body washed fade torrent of blue collar T shirt, T 恤 the following round to encourage the stomach; a big pants, Yang Village flea market is estimated to cut the asking price thirty price of ten dollars for the kind of Kandao; pair can see each of the bath slippers. This cargo flat square face, deep nasolabial folds, see who shows his honest smile. We were all poor, nest in the room where smoking is Zhang Dalin Po, spitting phlegm, turned over a shelf full of old books make people mad sneezing. After everyone has met several times, sometimes in tile alley, sometimes Laomeng bonsai garden, and sometimes petite with his horse legislature girlfriend, a look of Han Xiao.

Then one day, I was unemployed, because the magazine bosses that I have not the ability to find those with irregular menstruation, office romances, first night, pain, etc. on the theme of the article. Even 760 dollars a month so I have no income. But this time just have to stay at home Ma Li. At dead end, when Zhang Dalin's friends to ask us to help him would be willing to sell oil.

so several of the new city streets in the village, there are so few people began to come and go: a few people down a small van, unloading several boxes of peanut oil, and playing a banner that says such and such activities , special promotions, offers families the elderly and subsistence allowances and so on. Sometimes, sometimes squatting below the banner stand, that is, me and Ma Li. We smoked a cigarette, laugh at yourself, look through the spread of those old ladies and stray dogs. Those days, our city manager ever copied by the people of the stall, with the accent of the old lady, speaking in Henan discussed the difference between oil and water,bailey UGG boots, there is a day to sell the small achievements of forty boxes of peanut oil.

Ma Li said: At that time, we are also hard to read. Moreover, the write is not bad.

another occasion, in the village of Ma Li Yang rented a small room, he took out a newly published anthology of poetry, which contains several of his first works. We are very pleased, keep smoking, about poetry. Those of us who put poetry seriously, to be fair, all get on well. This is the opportunities related to humans, but also with the human personality. Since the courtesy to not hypocritical, not importune again, it will only go its own way in silence. Write poetry like planes, can only play himself slowly, until the climax to play out, or let him end a fruit out, or let him shoot in the socialist white wall.

later I returned to the northern Shaanxi, in order to make a living, began to dry a tedious work, gradually, even away from the poetry that has been almost a year. And I have not the habit of frequently called, and those friends will have less contact. Just a few days before National Day, party central in the QQ, asked me: Ma Li uremic late, you know? I was shocked: it sturdy physique of people, how could have this disease? Party Central Committee told me that Ma Li is now in the Armed Police Hospital while doing dialysis, while waiting for a kidney transplant. Kidney transplant kidney transplant, this movie only thing could ever happen in our friends who are familiar with?

my heart is struggling: the use of the National Day has been planned a few days cycling from sacred trees to Yinchuan, all ready to have in place to other holiday. Then I go in the end, Yinchuan, Xi'an, see horse to stand still? Ultimately, I chose went according to plan Yinchuan. Sorry, next time you go to see it.

I know that Ma Li was a strong man, he has been proving this point. We have a long journey, we all live in the heart, the face of illness as the road to face the same long, conquer him, you use your strength, I use my wheels.

your pen name is not called for it? Then change it, change the kidney, but also for a life,UGG boots clearance, just like Panthers sing: October 5 at the side of the road hastily written

Jason married the day he sent half of the 17 September. Check out for suddenly advanced chronic renal failure (uremia), that is, to a kidney transplant.

a shock and regret, the large area of this circle aphasia.

2, Sept. 18, and Lao Meng, Lao Song, and his father Ma Li, and Wang Jie in the People's Armed Police Hospital kidney transplant crowded second floor staircase Road, to discuss how the home side to Wang Jie said this matter.

3, September 19, for the first time dialysis.

dialysis, your blood is to the drinking fountains in the shape of the machine of a filter again. Pointing to plastic tubes for Flanagan, said:

4, September 20, Xu Chun arrived in the hospital, called for do not be afraid, that this disease is the second cancer, that is not cancer, just to spend the money in place.

night from the hospital, the deliberate note of the moon rocket, very dark, very weak. Looked again around those tall buildings, evidence of the crime Oh, are evidence.

reversing the south gate, listening to some people beat drums and leather drums on three sides, a dozen brass cymbals, one from the bottom center of the earth's vitality, high to low, from low to high, and a powerful can not resist the fight, and then think of change, and then moved just want to cry, it should be with for the past listen to, and he now needs is the kind of thing, resistance.

5, September 21, changing room next door last night, almost to a patient. He was scared, so a higher blood pressure, and 240, to the kind of high life, we desperately to reason.

6, September 22, the lunar calendar August 15, Mid-Autumn Festival, for the second dialysis.

with his father in the dialysis room door to speak, his father said: surgery, and now Ma Li (F) and --- ---. Just listen, I do not know what to say already.



Wang Jie dad to Xi'an. Wang Jie from the hospital began to cry, until the train station to see only ie succeeded her father laughed. Over the bridge, a crossing of the old man said:

whole thing started as a film. How many days after a lapse of Laomeng also lamented:

change has also been said to himself:

7, September 23 Time off is very slow, seems to have a year, with the conversion a bit, in fact, only a week.

those days, he said a lot about death every five minutes will be referred to uremia, but students always say that death does not make sense words, and what is dead in the end, who do not know So discuss with him how to live from now on, so when it comes to doing big things,cheap UGG boots, ten years, absolutely capable out of a major event, the use of things, to define how to live with death, and the second kidney transplant can be changed times, or even third time, everything is not so bad, there are many possibilities.

8, September 24, Qin Tang formally organized activities to raise money this matter.

Wang Jie dad birthday, called to his residence for Dad to drink to accompany Wang Jie, Affairs. For his father, Wang Jie, Wang Jie her father, Wang Jie, four fried dishes, talking about stability of the transition, and stressed the stability of the transition, you'd see a doctor for other things in the future slowly said.

9, September 25, Wang Jie to the train station to take her father, returned to the hospital after the time, contradictions, finally relented, and not so acute in the beginning, is to find the money down to see a doctor.

degree of wind and Su Feishu to the hospital, after he said the two activities of the restaurant near the hospital thing. Degree of the wind out of a lot of ideas. Su Feishu agreed to in Beijing and Chengdu to exchange contact activities.

both central and Martin ugly side to the hospital.

noon, how to paint, and his wife to the hospital grounds, where the first five years the management has a kidney transplant, this time to the hospital every few days to cheer for and those patients. There Muming Yuan and Dragon, They bought a flower, a big bunch.

pavilion we sat in the hospital to speak, is that Dongzi, Dongzi came.

for a few days before the mood was better than many.

9, September 26, changing the mood began to level off.

in northern poet Tao happy QQ message, that is to bite the bullet and have to take activities to do together. Devoted to a trip hammer Xi'an, started back to well-being after the order for the text.

25, October 6, hospital restaurant, for cold-called the simply said: Confused real bad. He has sent me to go and party central to the hospital door and let him back to the ward he would not listen, give up is the way was quite a bear. order to fulfill the prime

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